Monday, September 23, 2002

you know those tasks that you dread doing so you put it off until the last possible minute? and not because it's super difficult or anything, but you know it might take a little longer because it's gonna require you to actually use your brain and make a conclusion and stick by it. conclusion!--aka a decision based on the information available and your understanding of it. not that i'm super insecure...of course i'm a little insecure...cuz when lawyers get involved with the decisions and you know you're writing something that people are gonna use as an official document and many many many dollars ride on the job...sheesh. the pressure of being correct. and knowing you're correct. how am i supposed to know i'm correct with less than 8 months under my belt? i must have fooled somebody good to be entrusted with this job.......and so i procrastinate...and worry.....just do it, nana...what's wrong with you? ugh.

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