it's almost 11pm and i still have to finish a report and it must get done tonight. i haven't even done anything since i left work. man..all i want to do is sleep, and i can' t even get 10 minutes of napping in. i hate that in order to succeed you need to make your job your life, and i'm getting a good dose of that and not enjoying it one bit. the people at my work that are higher up are up there because they pull in crazy hours and and spend hardly any time with their families. and i suppose they don't really feel their social life is lacking because they're all friends with each other and then friends with each others' friends. it makes my mind spin, cuz i always had school friends and then my friends friends. always separate. and work is kinda the same. i have work people that i eat lunch with and then i have my friends friends when the work day is over. maybe i'm being suplada. but then people at work are always talking about their fun times when they drink beers and get drunk, and i'm not into drinking beers and getting drunk. i wonder about those people that need to drink beers to have a good time...it's sorta like high school again when drinking beers is like the coolest thing ever. but who knows? i'm just procrastinating.....