i've come to terms that it is simply not possible for me to get anything done during the two hours after lunch. i have so much work to do, but i don't want to do it cuz i'm still in the learning process and i hate sucking before getting better. it's uncomfortable. can i just go to sleep? and if not, can i just leave to go to the art fair? it's only 20 minutes away. my stupid office manager is having a mandatory pow-wow for no real or good reason for THREE HOURS today after work. as in until 8:30. YUCK.